The Art of Nadia Vanilla

I Know I Don’t Know You, But I Want You So Bad

The journey takes a pivotal turn with “I Know I Don’t Know You, But I Want You So Bad,” inspired by Maroon 5’s “Secret.” This piece explores the fear and vulnerability of revealing one’s hidden self, marking a transition from mere contemplation to admitting a longing, tiny and quiet, but deep in the body and mind. The mix of copper, gold, blue, and pink captures the emotional tension between the desire to share and the fear of judgment. It’s the moment of acknowledging a yearning to participate, to feel the ropes on the body, and to become an active participant in this intimate practice.

This piece offers an intimate look at a basic double column tie, focusing on the intricate details of the knot itself. The absence of a figure draws attention to the rope, reflecting the artist’s own experience of exploring this art form with a mix of shyness and vulnerability.